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Cake day: June 24th, 2023

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  • (Content warning for mentions of mental illness and general hopelessness)

    I am super depressed. I also have PTSD, anxiety, autism, and OCD. I am super tired of nearly everything triggering me, and I hate my parents for not understanding how painful having numerous mental illnesses is (they probably caused some of them).

    To make it worse, I still have no idea where I should apply for jobs (I hate the deceptive nature of having to lie on your resume just to get a job) and I have no idea where to even get housing.

    I feel lost and angry and depressed all at once. Every problem is intertwined in other problems, so even if I solved one, others would appear after I cut off one.

    Why do I have to suffer so much when the dogs that I would rather not call my parents live with such arrogance? I am tired.

    Also please do not recommend me therapy because I have no job and only a limited amount of savings I have to keep for apartment rent in the future. I am also not comfortable with other people replying to my comment with their own venting.

    Edit: I am doing better now. I will go sleep.