I need help enjoying this game. How can I get past what feels like certain tedium. I’m very early in the game and I don’t really enjoy the time spent walking, riding, or looting, is that essentially the core of the game and maybe it’s not for me?

I am interested in and excited by the story and the environments. I also really enjoy a game with choice, and so far feels quite one tracked.

Knitting metal: https://youtu.be/lADTLozKm0I?si=pKQ8Dwt7wriapdni

Knitting metal: https://youtu.be/lADTLozKm0I?si=pKQ8Dwt7wriapdni

As a random internet stranger I just wanted to say to keep hope and that I sincerely hope you’ll find your way. The past is the past, fortunately, and all you have is the now. I always found peace in the saying that we make choices with the information we have at the time and we are always doing our best. You can’t be angry at a past self that didn’t know. Also! Life doesn’t have to be grand to be worth living and your life is very worth living. Hope this doesn’t come off as patronizing because it’s not meant to be, the feelings you are talking about are familiar to me too.

But they are just feelings, and we can nurture them, be kind to ourselves, and, if we want to, slowly let them go.